Monster You Starve !!!

Ive managed to give May a good start. Infact, very happy yesterday and today. But later in the day, I was invited to feed the monster inside.......... selfish people who only thinks about themselves ( I dont blame or condemn them, even me, I am human too, sometimes I dont realize it if I was selfish too).. the world circle around themselves, if they didn't like something, other people cannot enjoy it too .. but at the cross-junction, do I let this attitude create the beast in me.. or do I let the monster starve? Starve yes!!!!!! Though I didn't get things my way - I tell myself, there will always be a next time, I will have the patience and next time I know better how to deal with situations. Most important, we improve to be better and better in dealing with the situation rather than let the little monster inside us be our representative! Still, I do like people who are not-so-nice, I stil think they are very precious people, coz erm.. well, usually not that many around us... so, its good for growth! But I notice one thing though ... people on island are generally very nice and warm... I can't even think of anyone not-so-nice here on this island ... maybe coz its an island :)