God Will Provide

30 years of my life.. I sort of only knew, one has get a good job with reasonably high pay to earn a good living, esp. in growing cities and high-standard of living places. From there, you never really think about just living poorly and it never came across my mind that I could just get an average paying job to earn my living because I have to repay my parents, and make some money to survive my little family. It's like your future depends on you - either you make it or break it - work hard and earn hard to work less and earn less. It's almost 30 years I've lived thinking that way, knowing the consequences.. .. not intentionally... just the way how information gets into my head. Now I feel so renewed and sometimes perplexed how long I've been so blind.. that I've learned you dont always have to count on yourself 101% .. you need to place trust in God and walk His plan for you - as He will provide... this simple fact is keeping me alive now in a very new and refreshing way that I could never have felt before. I praise the Lord for all the love and care He has for me and all who is willing to trust.