Gaining Strengh

Time to really put some action and come to think of its perhaps its been like 3 to 4 years since I last made any of those herbal soup for myself ... gosh, I've totally neglected myself way all too much. Emotionally, physically .. mentally... and recently putting things back together, I started looking a little closer to myself but I never thought of the physcial health until now - with a docs report --- thanks for reminding me. I am grateful He cares and knocking some senses in me .. why haven't I taken care of my own body. Anyways, I've started making some soup for myself with all the help of my dear friends here who so kindly think about me .. SPH made soup yest, and today I used the red dates KN gave me to make my chicken soup. Its so clear to me now I really must put my hands together to do something for myself -- but I know, I've always been expecting my other half to do this kinda TLC thing for me.. and became so stubborn that if he doesnt do it, I wont do it coz I've been soooo used to others doing it for me. So, pushing that aside, I also started asking MICH to shop for me all the materials so she can ship to me using a flat rate box. Thanks MICH - my life saver! I thought of MM too but I know shipping is sooo expensive and she would be tight with money because it's gonna look like costing her a bomb.. so will avoid that. Will have to cont through this active plan and hope to gain more strengh and momentum soon!