Swallowing It All

So yeah, its been tough -- every little thing, just to focus on being that helper who would meet the needs of the other. Whatabout my own needs? Who would be my helper? It didn't seem important -- although and since the plan is, I would have to just do what I was designed to do and God will take care of the rest - perhaps inc. my own hearts desire. Yes, that must be the key, but I need to trust and have faith, esp. when making all these changes do not bring about overnight results.